Get a grip, ruby. Most of the time I carry on as normal. Just occasionally, I manage to fall off the edge.
i think I’ve talked myself back to sanity again. Until the next time.
i do need to move into my own place though. to see if I can live the life of my daydreams.
Find someone to love who could love me back; have lovely meals with friends in my home; invite people to stay….
maybe one day